Hey guys. I'm in depression too. Its all because of a memo that I had to write. The more I thought about it, the sadder I got by the minute. Right now, I feel like the biggest loser on earth that no guy wants. Funny how we girls talk about independence and all but ultimately its the guys' opinion that matter the most. Girls are weird. I am weird. My love life's a mess. Actually, come to think of it, there IS no mess. Its just great. I need a distraction. My school work that is piling is not helping at all. The person that I wanna see most doesn't wanna see me. What the hell. Please don't tell me that there are other guys out there and all that crap people. You know that will not help cos the guys are either not interested in me or I'm not interested in them. I just want to type all of this down. make it feel real. haha. I'm complicated. Cheers. I really hope life will get better from here cos rite now, i feel like there's nothing to live for anymore.

edited: oh i realised that this may sound mildly suicidal, but i'm really fine. just mood swings. permanantly. HAHA