Hello everyone. Is everyone on the right track?

Alas..i have this chance to blog.

I didnt disappear xl, i just didnt have time to blog.

anyway i just received my $1055 allowance..wonderful. ken..for once i have more allowance than you!

seems like another down period for many of you. perhaps i would like to contribute some thoughts.

joel: sispec is a good place, trust me. unless you really do something wrong, it will be a peaceful place to be in. think about it, i was there for 7 months, and i could live thru it..why can't you? fine, you will live thru it..but how happily? what are the take aways you will have from sispec? it's up to you. i was charged at sispec once for misfiring, 7 days stoppages of leave woke me up of my lame ideas. my lame ideas of pitying myself for being in sispec, being in army. don't ever think along those lines. sispec is truly a peaceful place that you will treasure in future when you go somewhere else. trust me man. the only way to overcome the training they have, be it pt (which i think you have no prob at all) , be it field training/appts, be it admin appt.. the only way is to tell yourself "I WILL LEARN FROM EXPERIENCE, I WILL LEARN FROM MISTAKES, I AM STILL LEARNING". indeed, we are all learning, so why be so unhappy about learning? the contents may not seem desirable, but knowing those contents bring you up to another level. and to do it with aims will make the course much more meaningful. finally, let me pass down what harish told me when he was a 3SG while i was OOC.. it's important to have friends in there, without them, life will be quite terrible, with them, going thru tgr just makes everything seem so easy. relax man, you can do it, don't think too much about the negatives. concentrate on the positives. best of luck.

mel: wonder why you popped up with weird short blog entries. i bet your uni life is damn stressful. or issit some other aspects of life? well, relax, what's to come will come eventually. remind yourself that there are always people who are in far more worst situation than us.. relax..

wy: bored? well, studying is boring but you are fortunate to be studying. serious. look at how many people around me now cannot go to uni. they are trying so hard to get into anyone of the uni.. go for interviews, failed.. go for this, go for that, still cannot. end up they can only think about their job after ns.. some just signed on blindly to ensure they have a job. think about it. you are blessed.. be happy.

xl: i repeat, i din disappear into thin air. anyway, you seem the most sane person at uni huh.. i mean seem. well, stay cheerful! i think you are one of those who look cheerful on the outside all the time (of cos not when i gave x9 the lecture before odyssey) , but i do hope you seriously are cheerful. good for you.. stay cheerful!

ken: what else to say? slack slack slack money come in easily.. haha. ok lar..you gonna argue how difficult it is to put on the mopp suits right? and run soc blah blah blah... ok ok justified. you deserve your allowance. to clarify..i do not bathe in sand, nor rolling on anyone's shit or urine... i might have, but i simply just don't want to think about it. you really seem very free with the 5 day work week. sorry, but i only have 1.5 weekend days each week.. so we'll meet up when i have off in lieu lor?

cy: hope you are enjoying yourself! another fortunate girl siah...

pris: nothing heard out to you, over. haha.

michael: nothing heard out to you too, over.

nicky: nothing heard out to you as well, over.

anyway, my trg phase service term ii finishing in 2 weeks. aft that most likely i will be crossing to artillery to train as arty officer. so no more rolling around on sand man, ken. it's weird for me. imagine you see friends around, pple like maximilian, jiren, etc, they are commissioned officers... i am still a trainee. imagine pple like daniel tan, guan yong..they are at ocs, i am still at ocs. it's quite depressing sometimes.. sigh, don't think you all will get what i mean. but simply, just heck the bad things abt life ladies and gentlemen..look forward to the goods of life........ hmm... thinking.... hmmm... looking forward.........

Have a nice weekend break. Cheers.

Till then,
BK