I'm back from another 15 days stint in tekong.. had to dig holes thru the weekend..only managed 9 hours of sleep in 4 nights.. depressing huh..
Ha..well, not really depressing lar. this blog here seems to be in a down mood for the past few weeks..everyone is in down mood. i don't really know why, perhaps it's called acadamic stress..which can only be controlled by oneself. relax people..it's chinese new year..
and well welcome chi yan back..i shd be free for next sat..
ok..back to the topic on 'down mood'. why take things so seriously... even if you don't do well in things, even if you don't achieve this, even if you don't achieve that, even if you are down in luck, even if people don't react to you, even if people simply don't give a damn about you, even if people take it hard on you.. so what? you won't are still you, with your aims, your dreams, your life. all those are external factors.. you have to deal with them properly.. dont' let things affect you phsycologically.. there are many many ways and alternatives out there.. fail, try harder next time; sad, do things that make you happy; people, they change consistently..one moment like this, the other like that. don't take things too hard. hor.
i was told i was to go ocs, but i didn't have enough service term left after commisioning..requires about 10 mths i guess..by then i'll be left with 6. they wanted to recommend me for crossover again after this course, but it'll require me to sign on or extend service by at least 1 year. Seow ah! won't be crazy to do that..
see..life has many twists and twirls..i personally experienced several weird interesting sagas and people in the army.. hence i have come to adapt to them much better than the past. would just like to say, suffering is eminent..live thru it and get stronger.
新年快乐!
BK
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